

August 29, 20097:52 PM. August 29, 2009. Saturday. Deleted all his Emails after re-reading them. Took him off my contacts list. Removed the bookmark to my email account. I feel like I've lost something when I really haven't. I realized when we started going downhill. It was hard to remember him. It always is. I don't want anything to do with him, but I want him here. It sucks.August 29, 2009
I just wish I could forget him and everything that has to do with him. The good times, the bad times, the late night talks, the heart to heart discussions. Everything. I just want it gone. Maybe if I didn't remember him, I would be like I was before. I might be happier. I


27 August 20095:44 PM. Thursday.27 August 2009
It's hard to realize you don't have any friends you can tell anything to with complete trust in their judgment. It's also hard to realize you're not happy with who you've become. I look around and ask myself what happened to me? I'm a stiff bitch. Completely and totally. I speak only when spoken to, I can't build up the nerve to talk to anyone new, and I live in some fantasy world where I'm BFFs with dudes I haven't even had a decent conversation with. Then comes the sudden lack of interest in actually talking to anybody, but it's different this time. I'm as far gone as I've ever gotten before.
I made a huge m
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